I had butterflies in my belly in the morning of the wedding, the unknown of my capability of calmly capturing a wedding, when I had never even conducted a 'shoot' before. Like most things (in my life anyway) being thrown off the deep end to sink or swim is often the best way.
Feedback throughout the day was AWESOME, the bride, bridesmaids and my super supportive right hand man on the day (the husband) were keeping me going. By the end of the night Exhaustion was one word that came to mind, but a wholesome I feel happy with what I have achieved today kind.
On other fronts, there is another first for me coming up and that is being an on the day coordinator for a local wedding. Meeting with the bride today to comb over the final details.
Which has me buzzing and thinking, have you ever actively pursued your hobby? Pushed yourself outside of your comfort zone? I am forever using language like "I'll be ready when I just get that next lens" or felt like you need some professional testimonials to know you're good enough?
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The initial worry of not being 'qualified', also receiving a rather intimidating email from a photographer I admire(d) about the industry falling and don't even bother dipping a toe in the ocean. I felt very far away from even beginning this journey. THEN I took a breath and with the strong support of my husband I decided to simply do what I love. I am not ripping anyone off, in fact, I simply captured my friends special day. I got to contribute to their wedding, how awesome is that! (To me weddings are about family and friends all contributing something to make the day more meaningful, rather than a big showy show.)
So this week after releasing my fears and pursuing my dreams, I am feeling empowered and really good.
So whats your fear? What is holding you back from pursuing your creativity? Putting it out there for the world to see? This week believe in yourself and take a step forward. There are no rules or guidelines to follow, no piece of paper to give you permission. Your passion and natural ability (which is in us all) will give the breath of life to your work, whatever it might be.
Making me smile this week: Canon 5D Mark III / Dinner dates with my little brother / a sunny forecast for the whole week / new eating rituals / close relationship with my mum / holiday planning / asos / oh! and getting a brand new car delivered today after someone wiped my old car off the road.
How exciting Mon! I hope you share some of your photos once they are ready :)
ReplyDeleteI sure will and can't wait!
DeleteIncredibly inspiring darling! I'm sure the photos will be magical and more treasured because you are a friend of the happy couple. I love what you said about the 'qualified' status. I fear this alot too, and my age, for fear of not being taken seriously etc... but you're so right, sometimes you have to trust that everything has brought you to this point and taking a risk to support your dreams will always stand to you.
ReplyDeleteI can't wait to see your images :) x
Can't wait to see them Mon. Im sure you (and your right hand man) did a fantastic job x
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